vineri, 9 septembrie 2011
sâmbătă, 11 iunie 2011
Challenge DAY 11
DAY 11 - Future plans/goals
Uhm...a while ago my big "plan" was to:
a. come to Bucharest
b. finish school
c. work => earn my living somehow
I think it's still there. In addition, I would really like to learn German. I have no idea when I will do that though.
DAY 11 - A song from my favorite band
This time imperfect by AFI = V.L.
Uhm...a while ago my big "plan" was to:
a. come to Bucharest
b. finish school
c. work => earn my living somehow
I think it's still there. In addition, I would really like to learn German. I have no idea when I will do that though.
DAY 11 - A song from my favorite band
This time imperfect by AFI = V.L.
vineri, 10 iunie 2011
Challenge time DAY 10
DAY 10 - Future tattoos?
I remember last summer when I was in Germany I was so determined to get a tattoo that I almost got a bow right above my girls.
I know that I want to get a tattoo one day, but I'm not sure what exactly I want to get. I first thought of getting a bow on one of my wrists, but I don't want to draw attention on any of my wrists. Practical reasons...
Ankles seem like a good place to get tattooed though. I still haven't given up on the bows. So, I might get a tiny bow on one of my ankles.
DAY 10 - A song that makes me fall asleep
My favorite song to fall asleep to is The interview by AFI. That's why maybe I've listened to it 511 times. Well actually about 2000 times since I reset my number of plays a while ago.
I remember last summer when I was in Germany I was so determined to get a tattoo that I almost got a bow right above my girls.
I know that I want to get a tattoo one day, but I'm not sure what exactly I want to get. I first thought of getting a bow on one of my wrists, but I don't want to draw attention on any of my wrists. Practical reasons...
Ankles seem like a good place to get tattooed though. I still haven't given up on the bows. So, I might get a tiny bow on one of my ankles.
DAY 10 - A song that makes me fall asleep
My favorite song to fall asleep to is The interview by AFI. That's why maybe I've listened to it 511 times. Well actually about 2000 times since I reset my number of plays a while ago.
joi, 9 iunie 2011
Challenge time DAY 9
DAY 9 - My views on drugs and alcohol
I can say that I've tried them all. Minus the drug part. I think that drugs are really a waste of money. Heck I could do so many things with the money I would spend on drugs. I think that it's a completely stupid thing to do. I mean, you take the drugs, feel like you're on top of the world for 10, 15 minutes, 1 hour, 2 hours and then? You just get terribly depressed and kill yourself. If you're careful enough not to OD first. [Again cliché] drugs really destroy your life. If you would ever decide to go into rehab, it still takes a lot of time to get back on your feet, you have to spend a lot of money [again], hurt everyone around you, feel guilty all the time that you're too weak and you can't give them up. For me, the feeling of guilt is the most horrible part. I could not live with myself knowing that I'm so addicted to something and I just can't seem to find a way to give it up. I've been in a similar experience before and over the years I've realized that it's comparable to taking drugs.
Now, in what alcohol is concerned...I grew up in an environment where drinking wasn't considered a problem. So during my high-school years I used to drink. A lot. I think I've had my experiences with alcohol and I there's nothing I'm missing out on. Like drugs, alcohol too is expensive.
DAY 9 - A song that I can dance to
We the kings - She takes me high
I can say that I've tried them all. Minus the drug part. I think that drugs are really a waste of money. Heck I could do so many things with the money I would spend on drugs. I think that it's a completely stupid thing to do. I mean, you take the drugs, feel like you're on top of the world for 10, 15 minutes, 1 hour, 2 hours and then? You just get terribly depressed and kill yourself. If you're careful enough not to OD first. [Again cliché] drugs really destroy your life. If you would ever decide to go into rehab, it still takes a lot of time to get back on your feet, you have to spend a lot of money [again], hurt everyone around you, feel guilty all the time that you're too weak and you can't give them up. For me, the feeling of guilt is the most horrible part. I could not live with myself knowing that I'm so addicted to something and I just can't seem to find a way to give it up. I've been in a similar experience before and over the years I've realized that it's comparable to taking drugs.
Now, in what alcohol is concerned...I grew up in an environment where drinking wasn't considered a problem. So during my high-school years I used to drink. A lot. I think I've had my experiences with alcohol and I there's nothing I'm missing out on. Like drugs, alcohol too is expensive.
DAY 9 - A song that I can dance to
We the kings - She takes me high
miercuri, 8 iunie 2011
Challenge time DAY 8
DAY 8 - My current relationship and if single, discuss how single life is
During my high-school years I've wanted to be in a relationship so badly. Well, I had the same desire during my first 2 years of university. Now I don't really want that anymore. I had two traumatizing experiences and I think I should take a break. Yeah, I don't want to be alone and all that, but still I know that being in a relationship takes a lot of effort and I'm not really willing to commit myself to something like this. For now. Besides, I will soon be leaving my home-town and there's really no point in starting a relationship right now.
I actually love my life as a single person. After I broke up with my last boyfriend I felt to relieved. I've gotten into a point where I felt I had zero benefits and had to do a lot of useless talking, "trying to make things work". It was actually an additional stress to my life. Now I don't have that anymore. I'm free. I can go out whenever I want to, spin poi, read, go out and take pictures, be depressed, watch movies all day without having to call somebody or bash my brains where to fit "him" in my life. It's really awesome.
However, I think that I still have an idealized picture of how a relationship should be. All I know is that I do NOT need next to me. Which I kinda knew it before, I just had to convince myself. I tried and realized it was a complete disaster.
DAY 9 - A song I know all the words to
Haha..I don't even know where to begin. Recently I had the curiosity to count the number of songs I know all the words to. I only got to letter C and counted 150 songs. I obviously gave up.
I've been listening to Hawthorne heights and AFI for about 5 years now and I will always love these two bands. Well, at least their older songs. I don't really like what they've come up with recently. So, This is who we are by Hawthorne heights would be my pick.
During my high-school years I've wanted to be in a relationship so badly. Well, I had the same desire during my first 2 years of university. Now I don't really want that anymore. I had two traumatizing experiences and I think I should take a break. Yeah, I don't want to be alone and all that, but still I know that being in a relationship takes a lot of effort and I'm not really willing to commit myself to something like this. For now. Besides, I will soon be leaving my home-town and there's really no point in starting a relationship right now.
I actually love my life as a single person. After I broke up with my last boyfriend I felt to relieved. I've gotten into a point where I felt I had zero benefits and had to do a lot of useless talking, "trying to make things work". It was actually an additional stress to my life. Now I don't have that anymore. I'm free. I can go out whenever I want to, spin poi, read, go out and take pictures, be depressed, watch movies all day without having to call somebody or bash my brains where to fit "him" in my life. It's really awesome.
However, I think that I still have an idealized picture of how a relationship should be. All I know is that I do NOT need next to me. Which I kinda knew it before, I just had to convince myself. I tried and realized it was a complete disaster.
DAY 9 - A song I know all the words to
Haha..I don't even know where to begin. Recently I had the curiosity to count the number of songs I know all the words to. I only got to letter C and counted 150 songs. I obviously gave up.
I've been listening to Hawthorne heights and AFI for about 5 years now and I will always love these two bands. Well, at least their older songs. I don't really like what they've come up with recently. So, This is who we are by Hawthorne heights would be my pick.
marți, 7 iunie 2011
Challenge time DAY 7
DAY 7 - What makes me different from everybody else
It was in high-school when I first thought I was "different". Well, I actually considered myself a freak at the time, still...I realize that I'm different because all of the things I went through. And I know this sounds terribly cliché.
I just take a look around me and I am surrounded by heartless, self-centered, evil bitches [and....gigolos? I don't know what would be the appropriate equivalent for males]. I like to think that I'm different from them. I actually give a damn about people and I do try to help them whenever they need me. I think I'm too nice. And sometimes helping somebody proved not to be in my best interest, but I still offered my support. Although I HATE asking for help. I have no problem with somebody asking me something, but I have a big problem when I need to ask somebody to do something for me.
Somebody once told me that I was different because of the way I think. Which means, to a certain extent the way I see life. I might have extravagant ideas, but that doesn't mean that I'm weird. It's just MY point of view.
I've realized that it doesn't really matter what I think. I don't need the entire world to like me because that would mean that I would be giving up my beliefs. I think that somebody who will accept me, like really accept me, will be worthy of my attention. I know it sounds kinda harsh, but honestly now...I can't spend my entire life behaving and thinking in a way somebody wants me to.
DAY 7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Rough hands by Alexisonfire reminds me of a pretty horrible experience I went through. I will always think about it whenever I listen to the song.
It was in high-school when I first thought I was "different". Well, I actually considered myself a freak at the time, still...I realize that I'm different because all of the things I went through. And I know this sounds terribly cliché.
I just take a look around me and I am surrounded by heartless, self-centered, evil bitches [and....gigolos? I don't know what would be the appropriate equivalent for males]. I like to think that I'm different from them. I actually give a damn about people and I do try to help them whenever they need me. I think I'm too nice. And sometimes helping somebody proved not to be in my best interest, but I still offered my support. Although I HATE asking for help. I have no problem with somebody asking me something, but I have a big problem when I need to ask somebody to do something for me.
Somebody once told me that I was different because of the way I think. Which means, to a certain extent the way I see life. I might have extravagant ideas, but that doesn't mean that I'm weird. It's just MY point of view.
I've realized that it doesn't really matter what I think. I don't need the entire world to like me because that would mean that I would be giving up my beliefs. I think that somebody who will accept me, like really accept me, will be worthy of my attention. I know it sounds kinda harsh, but honestly now...I can't spend my entire life behaving and thinking in a way somebody wants me to.
DAY 7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Rough hands by Alexisonfire reminds me of a pretty horrible experience I went through. I will always think about it whenever I listen to the song.
luni, 6 iunie 2011
Challenge time DAY 6
DAY 6 - Somewhere I'd like to move or visit
Hmmm..All I know that I DON'T want to stay in Romania. And honestly, I have no idea where exactly I want to move or visit.
DAY 7 - A song that reminds you of somewhere
I will be heard by Hatebreed..yeah...nice moments
Hmmm..All I know that I DON'T want to stay in Romania. And honestly, I have no idea where exactly I want to move or visit.
DAY 7 - A song that reminds you of somewhere
I will be heard by Hatebreed..yeah...nice moments
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